AA gives me a weird vibe, but maybe it’s excuses. I did have my longest stint sober of 8 months when I was going. I’m anti-religion not anti-high power. They say anything can be your HP like you said, a doorknob. Lol. It just has a cult feel to it. But I do like a lot of the people. But some appear fake to me also.

I dunno, I’m just in a rut I can’t seem to get out of. And the longer I stay the deeper it gets.