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Do You View Life as a Blessing, or a Curse?
It’s a curse of my own doings, no one else to blame other than myself.
I spent about 1–2 years pissed at my ex, then from my ex, it went to my childhood. I’d ruminate how things would be different if I was raised in a different environment. It took me a while to realize I don’t like myself very much.
But here I go again, living on “if’s.” There are no “if’s” to give, I couldn’t control who, where or what I was born into, but there is a purpose for my existence. I’m slowly working towards it even-though it’s messy at times.
What I can control is my actions, choices, and decisions
I was at least taught right from wrong as a kid.
And I’ll tell you what is a blessing, developing my keen sense of awareness many never experience in their life time.
It’s not for the faint of heart. It’s hard to look at a reflection of all your character defects. And that reflection would have never happened had I not dated what I believe to have been a Narcissists.
Life isn’t a blessing, or a curse, awareness is
Awareness can sink you just as quickly as it can create a life outside of the misery you…
