If he’s an abusive person you will have your heart ripped out again and again.

The good thing is if you stick around long enough the pain if the heart lashings get less and less and you sell your soul to the devil and throw your self worth at the door for this person.

You’re writing has the answer within it. Just like mine do for me.

My issues is I read what I write, I FEEL what I write but that’s where it all stops.

The action part, that scares me. Taking action to fix in me what led me to a person like my ex is where I get stuck.

There is no worse feeling in the world, I can guarantee anyone that.

The mind games I play on my self, the gut instincts I ignore, that 7th sense I developed since being with this girl, dead to me. I dont listen.

I emerge myself in pain. I love that shit. I don’t know any other way