I’m sorry you went through this I can relate to the eating disorder. I know it’s weird for a guy to have one but I’ve struggled with binge eating my whole life. It was my comfort and control. I’ve always been very cautious of my body. My weight would fluctuate 10-80lbs in short periods of time. It was awful.

I’m doing a little better. I’m down 70lbs off my all time high😳

I’ve maintained a healthy weight for a couple years now but it’s still a struggle.

And when she would cheat on me I’d automatically default to I need to get in better shape.

It just seems like a never ending cycle