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Most Don’t Understand The “Power” Self-Doubt Plays in The Confusion of Narcissists Abuse
Replaying the narcissists words in your mind and not watching their actions will drive you to the bring of insanity.
When you finally muster the courage to leave, you will repeatedly go over in your head with bouts of self-blame and anger. The anger will come in waves, then followed by guilt. You will question if you are making the right decision. You will wonder if they were right, and it was all you. If you had just trusted them, everything would be find!
Fuck no, it wouldn’t be! They lied to you multiple times! You’ve caught them cheating; none of that was your fault! They do it to everyone, not just you. You want one more chance to prove that you are willing to work with them! You want just a peek of the person that showed themselves at the beginning of the relationship; maybe you were too hard on them?
You will begin to question what they were
Who they were and why they were who they are. You will question if you are the abuser because of your reactions to the mean and vile acts they committed time and time again.
