She’s Chasing Something She Already Had
She knew it but wouldn’t accept it

It happened. I was lied to again by the person I love and deeply care for. Many have asked me, is it, love? I believe it is, and yes, there is a toxic level to it. But through all the pain that she has caused me, I want to take hers away. But in return, I am causing her more with my reactions of trying to understand.