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The Killer in me is The Killer in You
You mother fucker, you made me believe everything would be OK.
We fight the same demons, one sees them, the other won’t.
I beat you! Remember? I fucking beat you! You were fast, I’ll give you that. That’s where all the approval started. Fuck I need it! You crave that shit! It’s all that matters, isn’t it?
Faster, quicker, pleasing, ignoring, shaming, anger, rage, all of it! Fucking all of it! It’s what created THIS! Look at THIS! Look at all of me! What the fuck do you see? Do you see what I see? You should! God damn you should, it’s me!
I’m not sure if you remember, because I never asked, but she doesn’t remember. Can you believe that shit? She was right there in the fire too! How can’t she remember? Do you know what all that bullshit has done to me? Are you looking at me? Look me in the fucking eyes when I talk to you god damn it! Fuck, you annoy the fuck out of me you little prick.
What do you see?
Tell me! Be fucking honest, I can take it! Don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings now, I mean, FUCK. Fire away, go ahead! WHAT. THE. FUCK. DO. YOU. SEE?!?!
Figures you stupid little fuck, you go silent!
