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Victims of Narcissists Abuse Would Like You to Know This One Thing
Please believe them, you don’t need to understand it.
Ultimately, no one will believe or understand the madness and utter mind fucking you endured. You will be a lone wolf in the densest of forests, pleading until the end for validation.
You will be lost, miserable, confused, and pissed the fuck off. If you don’t learn to work through the anger, it will quickly consume you with a deep depression that feels impossible to escape.
You will second-guess everyone’s motives and intentions now. Yea, you were fucked over that badly. You will want to believe the good in people but will be quickly reminded of the hell that asshole put you through.
You will want to blame yourself, but the little voice in the back of your mind won’t allow it. But it seems like the only viable option after all the gaslighting you endured. You won’t know what to believe. Friends and family will think you are fucking crazy, and you will finally start believing maybe you are?
You will hate the fucking person that has lied, cheated on you, slept with their cousin, left you for dead, ignored you in times of need, laughed at you at times of desperation, and didn’t give one fuck about you. But at the same time, you will crave the…