What Are Some Bitter Truths About Life?

I dug deep and this is what I found.

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I compiled a list below of every painstaking choice or action in my life that has kept me stuck. It’s been frightening looking back. I am 46, and I’m pretty sure my life is more than half over at this point.

My life has consisted of 50–60 three to four-day benders in Las Vegas, to chasing a toxic girl that almost put me in a mental…