What it Really Means When a Narcissists Says, “I Love You”

No where near what it means when you say it.

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I love the way you make me feel.

I love how you fight for the very person that treats you like a piece of shit.

I love how you come crawling back in desperation when I don’t have time for you, because I’m fucking your best friend. I also have many just like you waiting for my return.

I love the way I make you squirm in front of friends and family by the way I push your sanity to its limits to appear insane.

I love how I make you doubt yourself, but believe in mine.

I love how you think the more you do for me the better I will behave, but I won’t.I will most likely treat you worst, I love to be chased.

I love how I get you to react in ways that make you question if you’re the abuser all while I am smirking, and love the orchestra I am directing.

I love how I have you overthinking something as simple as if “I truly love you” when in reality, I can’t love anyone. Can’t you see that?

I love how you believe my performance, but you ignore my actions.

I love how I can throw you away one day, and show a few tears, or make broken promises, and you damn…