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What’s it Feel Like to be Discarded by a Narcissists?
The explanation of the worst abuse possible is one click away.
Initially, when the phone goes to voice mail and texts go unanswered your body goes numb. Your thoughts begin to race about what you said or done. You may have some heavy breathing, racing heart and, pure panic.
You begin to replay the relationship over and over in your mind; Was there something you could have done different? If there was they could at least tell you!
As hours turn to days the feeling doesn’t leave, they intensify as the withdrawal sets in
You email, leave messages on the blocked number and, continue to send text out of hope they respond.
PLEASE! Just give me a chance to explain myself! I’m sorry for something I’m not sure I did! But I’m fucking sorry! PLEASE talk to me!
You’re sleep pattern will be all fucked up, as you won’t be able to sleep, eat or concentrate on work either.
DING! Your text rings out.
Fuck! It’s them! Thank god!
“Hey, how are you?”
