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What’s The Most Difficult Thing You Went Through in Life?
Difficulties come and go, but there is that one thing that just “hits” different
Some might not think my experience would be considered the hardest thing in life, but it was for me. It unraveled issues I didn’t know existed in myself.
But when you have unhealed childhood trauma, generally, you will attract the worse of humankind. You could possibly meet someone that you never thought existed. At first, they will appear to be sent by God himself. You will think you finally met the person you were supposed to. But in time, it will become a living hell as you wait for a glimpse of what they showed you at the beginning of the relationship. The person they were in the beginning never existed.
To be duped into loving someone by what they fake is a whole new form of abuse. Some people will mirror all your good qualities only to suck you in to do the most abusive shit.
It’s a new form of evil when someone promises to meet you in a park. When you get there, already anxiety-ridden from their past abuse, you find out they never intended to meet you. You receive a text from their daughter that your things are under a picnic table by the baseball fields.
