When Trauma is The Path That Leads Me Home, But I Want to Heal

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I’ve finally come to the conclusion I fucking love chaos and abuse. My subconscious mind craves it! If I don’t get it, I will create it or seek it out. Not because I want it, but because it’s what’s comfortable to me. Our brains are wired to avoid pain or discomfort, even…

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Mistake Maker Extraordinaire .Writing from a place I don’t understand at times. I write to help myself, in return hope it helps you. Just another Quora guy.

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Chris Freyler

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Mistake Maker Extraordinaire .Writing from a place I don’t understand at times. I write to help myself, in return hope it helps you. Just another Quora guy.

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