When Trauma is The Path That Leads Me Home, But I Want to Heal

We gravitate to what’s familiar, even if it’s abuse

Photo by Adrien Tutin on Unsplash

I’ve finally come to the conclusion I fucking love chaos and abuse. My subconscious mind craves it! If I don’t get it, I will create it or seek it out. Not because I want it, but because it’s what’s comfortable to me. Our brains are wired to avoid pain or discomfort, even…