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Why is Life so Awful and Hard?
It’s simple, but no one will accept it.
Poor choices, decisions, lack of discipline, trauma, instant gratification, lack of accountability, fear of change, fear of yourself, fear of others, and the list goes on and on.
Mindset will make, or break you.
It’s what has ruined the last 6 years of my life. I can go down such negative hole mentally that it could re-sink the titanic, and at the same time, I won’t realize I am going down until I can’t breathe.
I’m working so hard on shifting my thoughts when I realize I am in that headspace, it’s god awful. And my stupid fucking binge drinking doesn’t help. That’s another thing that will make your life a miserable existence.
There is no quicker path to a life of hell than living in the “doom, and gloom” mindset.
It’s an easy place to get into with the way the world is now, then throw in our personal shit, and it’s awful, just like this question asked.
Right now, life isn’t fun in my world, it’s pathetic to tell you the truth. But guess what? It’s almost 99.999% of my own doing.
Change isn’t fun, and sometimes change has to be drastic, and intense, it’s exactly where I’m at now.
Wish me luck 🤢😂
